are you sad a little? i’m not sad about 6am, and i’m not afraid to admit it. but, i’ll have to give you kudos about allowing the walks to overlap with the beginning of p90x. a buddy at mine went through it and got great results. i gave it some thought to get into shape for the wedding, but we just don’t have the proper amount of space in our tv room. then, i got into the dance classes and blah blah blah.

i have to say, i’m a bit hesitant about our next month-long challenge. i haven’t spoken to my grandparents in about a year and half. maybe longer? this is not to say that we talked all the time before. and, there’s a very real possibility that i’ll never speak with them again. not that we were close to begin with, but still they’re family. family that won’t accept me because i’m marrying someone who’s jewish. ugh. yet, they are the only grandparents i’ve got left alive, so they’ll have to do for this “challenge.” i don’t have much hope of changing their minds. at least i’ll get the chance to express myself (in a respectful way, of course). i’ve already decided not to include my return address, for fear i’ll have a month’s worth of letters sent back to me. i hope that’s not too defeatist.

yes, ok, must get back to that work thing.

-meg